there is something I noticed in Eyewitness and since I noticed it, i'm all kind of fucked up. because no matter how hard Lukas might manhandle Philip, whenever he leans in to kiss him, he always wait to see if Philip really wants it, to give him the space and opportunity to maybe push him away, his kisses are always gentle and soft and shy. and he kisses once and he leans back and waits like "was this okay?" and IT FUCKS ME UP!!!!!
he does!!!! he does do this i am so!!!! and he always holds the side of Philip’s neck as if he’s worried that what he’s doing isn’t okay and Philip is going to pull away from him. Lukas don’t worry babe, Philip is so unbelievably into you.